they say the new list of NS trainees for 2009 has been released.

the server for the website crashed - i tried it.

so there was only one other way to find out. SMS.

anyway, it was Seumas who called me about it. once i heard those words "the NS list is out", my sympathetic nervous system kicked in.

a huge surge of adrenaline pumped through my veins.
my heart started beating at 200 thumps per nanosecond.
my hands turned clammy and my pupils dilated.


Seumas and i sent the confirmation SMS together.
and guess what?

we didnt get it.
nehnehnehbooboo.



sorry, but i just had to do that. dont worry though, because Insha'Allah, you all dont come back in caskets... or even worse, in pieces.