if you didnt know, i am now in the nerve-wrecking process of getting my driver's license. and i have to tell you, it freaks me out whenever i think of the driving test i'll be taking two and a half weeks from now. *shudders*

anyway, with me getting my license soon, there comes the prospect of getting a car. my parents were going to get me a suzuki swift, BUT before you detest, they were going to get me a secondhand one. so yea, there were negotiations going on.

that was a few weeks ago. the seller confirmed his decision yesterday so my mum asked my dad about it.

then everything came crashing down - dad was in a bad mood.

all thanks to some stupid dufus in the family who didnt bother to at least help him with his suitcase (especially when his hands were full since there were other boxes to carry) when he arrived home. you could have at least opened the damned door! instead, you chose to ignore the fact that he was just exiting the car. you chose to turn your back on him and entered the bedroom to continue your pathetic attempts at blogging. and your excuses of not seeing him open the gate are pathetic. even a blind/deaf person would have known. a good son would have automatically got up and helped his father. you already know how daddy is. after so much he has done for you, and you still dare disrespect him, 'provoke' him like that?


nitwit, you know who you are. your stupid actions set off a whole chain of events that got innocent people hurt.

you just dont realise it, do you? you've already had your lectures and scoldings from mum. or maybe you do, but just choose to continue your selfish, ignorant, egocentric ways. you dont even feel guilty or remorse for whatever pain you've caused. you dont care who you hurt, just so long you get what you want. i bet you'd even kill a whole crowd of people to get to that stupid chocolate-covered pretzel!

i know you'll be reading this, and i hope it hurts. just like how you hurt everybody else. and dont give your typical 'the whole world's against me' shit. it's you, you yourself who made so many people resent you. you act like an angel (outfit comes equipped with a halo) in front of everyone else, when in actuality you're an animal, a savage at home and in front of your family. it's your attitude, your constant shouting for no reason at all, your knack for disrespect... YOU!

and let me tell you, having all that IQ and musical skill means nothing to anyone anymore. NOTHING!