helpless.
i need money. seriously.
not in the loan-sharks-are-making-my-life-hell serious though. it's more of the imma-material-boy kind of serious.
yes, shallow am me. sometimes.
[gag] i am pretty deep most of the time. [/gag]
i cannot wait until the day i burst out of school at the end of graduation day, get into my car, drive to gurney, ripping off my graduation garb with clothes worthy of a first day at work underneath on the way, arriving just in time for my shift at starbucks. work=money=glee! i really cannot wait, esp at the part where i get to rip off my school uniform and tie. really sounds so robbery getaway-esque. i just hope i dont swerve to avoid a chicken crossing the road, crash into a char koay teow hawker stand and die on the way there. it would be hilariously tragic if that were to happen. touch wood.
anyway, materialism aside, i also need my monthly supply of novels to read. right now, i just get one book per month, as dictated by the ones in control of the green, my parents. i also need music. original music. i try not to download music illegally, although i do sometimes succumb to temptation. i dont download them directly though; i have my orang tengah. bwahaha~
on more a more sombre note, it's really disheartening to have to depend on your parents for everything. i know, it's about teenagers wanting, YEARNING for independence yadda yadda ya. but dont you just wish you could take out your wallet, take out that wad of cash and buy whatever you want to buy (with limits la, DUH!)? dont you want to be in control? i have a very limited amount of cash in my wallet, so i really depend on my parents for everything. and it's not like i get what i really really need sometimes, i.e. MARSHMALLOWS!!!
so you say, being given a monthly allowance is better. not necessarily. well, it depends on what the terms and conditions are. having your tuition fees paid by parents but getting only $20 to spend on everything else? NO. i'd rather get $200 with the same conditions. oh wait, my add maths tuition already costs that much. darn it.
you.
not in the loan-sharks-are-making-my-life-hell serious though. it's more of the imma-material-boy kind of serious.
yes, shallow am me. sometimes.
[gag] i am pretty deep most of the time. [/gag]
i cannot wait until the day i burst out of school at the end of graduation day, get into my car, drive to gurney, ripping off my graduation garb with clothes worthy of a first day at work underneath on the way, arriving just in time for my shift at starbucks. work=money=glee! i really cannot wait, esp at the part where i get to rip off my school uniform and tie. really sounds so robbery getaway-esque. i just hope i dont swerve to avoid a chicken crossing the road, crash into a char koay teow hawker stand and die on the way there. it would be hilariously tragic if that were to happen. touch wood.
anyway, materialism aside, i also need my monthly supply of novels to read. right now, i just get one book per month, as dictated by the ones in control of the green, my parents. i also need music. original music. i try not to download music illegally, although i do sometimes succumb to temptation. i dont download them directly though; i have my orang tengah. bwahaha~
on more a more sombre note, it's really disheartening to have to depend on your parents for everything. i know, it's about teenagers wanting, YEARNING for independence yadda yadda ya. but dont you just wish you could take out your wallet, take out that wad of cash and buy whatever you want to buy (with limits la, DUH!)? dont you want to be in control? i have a very limited amount of cash in my wallet, so i really depend on my parents for everything. and it's not like i get what i really really need sometimes, i.e. MARSHMALLOWS!!!
so you say, being given a monthly allowance is better. not necessarily. well, it depends on what the terms and conditions are. having your tuition fees paid by parents but getting only $20 to spend on everything else? NO. i'd rather get $200 with the same conditions. oh wait, my add maths tuition already costs that much. darn it.
you.
get.
the.
idea.
but of course, an impending economic recession and World War III would make the whole idea of owning that really divine pair of rayban wayfarer sunglasses to show off to your friends really absurd. just... *snap* ...like that.
but of course, an impending economic recession and World War III would make the whole idea of owning that really divine pair of rayban wayfarer sunglasses to show off to your friends really absurd. just... *snap* ...like that.
times are kinda hard nowadays, so i do not complain. i daydream instead, a lot. please! it's not like i demand stuff like those rich brats do. i'm not like that. not even when times are great. i actually suppress my needs for the needs of others.
okay, maybe i made that last part up.
hey wait. i do suppress my needs for the needs of others! urgh. back to the problem of me unable to say 'NO'.
that said, money still does not make the whole world go round, IMHO.
IMHO = in my honest opinion. not i am a ho!
that was a bad joke, i know. but i will not apologise.
wow! it's me talking to myself all over again! i should tell to my therapist to increase our sessions, and maybe my meds, too. *twitch*
urgh... the world seriously needs more colours because i have none left to colour these last two thoughts!!!
28 July 2008 at 09:26
once you start working, you'll never stop since i read that we both revel in paying for ourselves :)
(but starbucks?)
oh, i've got plenty of books.... no chick lit? i've got old Kings and Grishams...or r u d sci-fi type? top
28 July 2008 at 17:48
I never knew you wanted a pair of wayferes... I have a pair, but not from Ray Ban :( It's from Topshop, and it's in bold red. I lalalove them :D top
28 July 2008 at 19:05
orang tengah?! how dare you call me that!!! and i can't say no.. i can never say no or you'll rip my head off..
UR and supermodel here. URFH! prft!
not using my blogger identity! hahax! top