magenta.
i just dont have the patience.
when the phone rings for kazillionth time and nobody picks it up;
when i'm called to the kitchen having just climbed flights and flights of stairs to the top of the house;
when someone asks a question that i find so stupid and so redundant i cant help exploding with vile, seething sarcasm;
when i have to wait for the stupid web browser to load;
when i have to rack my pea-sized brain just to compute some simple goddamned math equation;
and especially when my brother tells me not to use his god's name in vain.
OH MY GOD,
i think i am going nuts.
ahoy captain - foul mood ahead! oh wait, we've already hit it... four hours ago!
my body's teeming with toxic chi. i can feel it. this build-up of negative energy is not good. my life span's probably been shortened by at least 20 years already. why do i feel like i havent a purpose in life? never had, never have and never will?
movie soundtracks - namely the lord of the rings - is the only thing soothing my nerves right now. and now all that effort to calm down has gone to waste because of some sickly sweet, overpowering odour that's just wafted into the vicinity. DEAR GOD, WHY CANT EVERYTHING JUST LEAVE ME ALONE???
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind sounds good right now.
it sounds great.
20 May 2009 at 13:41
rob dougan :)
dl. might help top