jade.
phweet... phweeat... feeegt...
that was what i heard when i got out the car and started walking towards the school hall. my shoes were sighing every step i took. i guess they didnt want to step foot on school ground as much as i did but to think i just bought those pair of shoes yesterday, shakes head. anyway, being back in school just brought back some horrible memories. it's not to say i didnt have any great memories, but i'm quite negative about how school will be like for me this year.
i was already late. nervous, i went into the hall, had my name ticked on the register and took a seat. boredom quickly settled my nerves. all they did was talk about what to expect, how the CGPA was calculated, how important co-curriculum is yadda yadda yadda... i thought everything would be ok once the day ended and went home but who knew school had just started... FO' REAL! i have to get to school at 7.30am for the rest of the week, month and year! i thought it was only starting in june! dear lord, i havent resigned from coffee bean yet, and i'm not mentally prepared yet! and and and... my shoes squeak! my shirts and pants are different shades of white! AGH!
i rushed home after they wrapped everything up at 1pm. the fact that co-curriculum is 10% of my CGPA really bothers me because i suck when it comes to extracurricular activities. for me, form 6 is really an ultimatum for me. i must do well under whatever circumstance.. even if it means MURDER bodek-ing. okay wait, i take that back because i dont think bodek-ing works in form 6 anymore. i can never get the nerve to bodek teachers anyway. i just find it so... not genuine.
anyway, i watched Séraphine with my mum in the evening. it's a french movie and is about the life of the artist Séraphine Louis. Séraphine... ahh, what a lovely name. it wasnt bad at all. it had this nice, quaint, eccentric feeling to it and i like it tremendously. having said that, i dont think many people would feel the same because such movies fail to receive the appreciation of the masses. i would not recommend it, not because it wasnt nice, but because you wont be nice to it.
oh well, i'm off to bed. :(