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love songs... ahhh, love songs. as it appears, i'm listening to the love album by westlife for no apparent reason. but, do i ever need a reason? before that i was listening to allison iraheta's rendition of i dont want to miss a thing, which isnt bad at all. i spent up to an hour trying to download the song, waste of time if you ask me. on the other hand, i really wanted the song, so i guess nothing's free in this world. this song didnt so much as cost me a penny, on the contrary, it cost me time. hey wait, i have all the time in the world! fine, i'm just impatient. senseless ranting
i find myself comtemplating life nowadays. i dont like comtemplating, but really, i dont have anything else to do other than the usual. i know it's my own fault that i dont seem purposeful, or keen on anything other than sleeping, being depressed etc; i dont seek out stuff to do. ahh, but who gives a fuck, it's my life, not yours. i'll find my way out of this vicious godforsaken cycle.
is this how it ends, with a simple telephone call?
anyway... comtemplating, yes. reflecting, brooding over, meditating on. what? lonely, cold hotel rooms? kids laughing in the background?? adam lambert???
regarding adam lambert: yea well, i kinda knew something was up. so, no surprise really. it's no big deal actually. is it a big deal? no, i dont think so.
dammit sanjaya! stupid idiot ponytail. get outta here!
uh oh. the neurosis is setting in.
i seriously have issues.
yea, big surprise there. SHOCKERS.
*pops down an anti-neurotic pill or two*
hey wait, anti-neurotic pills dont exist.
FINE!
love songs... ahhh, love songs. as it appears, i'm listening to the love album by westlife for no apparent reason. but, do i ever need a reason? before that i was listening to allison iraheta's rendition of i dont want to miss a thing, which isnt bad at all. i spent up to an hour trying to download the song, waste of time if you ask me. on the other hand, i really wanted the song, so i guess nothing's free in this world. this song didnt so much as cost me a penny, on the contrary, it cost me time. hey wait, i have all the time in the world! fine, i'm just impatient. senseless ranting
i find myself comtemplating life nowadays. i dont like comtemplating, but really, i dont have anything else to do other than the usual. i know it's my own fault that i dont seem purposeful, or keen on anything other than sleeping, being depressed etc; i dont seek out stuff to do. ahh, but who gives a fuck, it's my life, not yours. i'll find my way out of this vicious godforsaken cycle.
is this how it ends, with a simple telephone call?
anyway... comtemplating, yes. reflecting, brooding over, meditating on. what? lonely, cold hotel rooms? kids laughing in the background?? adam lambert???
regarding adam lambert: yea well, i kinda knew something was up. so, no surprise really. it's no big deal actually. is it a big deal? no, i dont think so.
dammit sanjaya! stupid idiot ponytail. get outta here!
uh oh. the neurosis is setting in.
i seriously have issues.
yea, big surprise there. SHOCKERS.
*pops down an anti-neurotic pill or two*
hey wait, anti-neurotic pills dont exist.
FINE!