that's what i made for breakfast today. weird combination, i know. but certain ingredients were not available, or else i would have made omelettes with a side of steamed asparagus/ mushroom soup accompanied by toasted bread topped with freshly grilled homemade cheese/ pancakes drizzled with maple syrup and a bunch of raspberries, strawberries and blueberries.

frankly, the ingredients i need are either too expensive, too damn hard to find or both. stupid. for example, double cream, vanilla pods and fresh raspberries.

i use double cream when i want to whip it for desserts. strawberries and cream etc. yum~
vanilla pods are the real thing. unlike vanilla essense, this is vanilla flavour in its truest and most natural form. one pod would probably cost 10 bucks here, that's if i can even find a place that sells it.
raspberries are so fucking goddamn expensive. if i could get my hands on some, i'd like to make a sorbet, or maybe even a raspberry souffle.

ingredients like these are so darn cheap elsewhere, esp in the US, the UK, canada and france.

as of now, i'm thinking of pursuing a career in the culinary industry, just because i'm hot and i'm cold. seriously, who knows what i would want to be next! a farmer? a firefighter? or maybe a nurse even! who fucking knows?!

serious seriously, i think i would be quite content with all things food. i'm just worried about... oh wait, i'm always worried no matter the situation. forget it.

i just wish you would make up your mind, you indecisive imbecile!



am i the ONLY guy who PMS-es like a bitch only katy perry would know? answer me, because i honestly dont know.