viridian.
it's so hard to save the world.
the dog has officially gone apeshit. these days, it tries to claw itself into the house, destroying the newly-set up mosquito netting in the process, to go hide in the bathroom. this normally happens at night. it'll find any way into the house. when it came scurrying into the house through the other entrance downstairs just now, i roared at it to get out. that's when one of its nails gouged a piece of skin off my big toe when i tried blocking its way up the stairs.
now i'm getting a little bit paranoid. who knows what kind of bacteria lurk under the dog's nails? what if my toe becomes infected? am i going to turn into a ZOMBIE?!
i so hate the dog.
i dont think i'll get a dog anymore. a cat maybe, but not a dog. i just dont think i could love one, partly since dogs do not know how to clean up after themselves. i'm the very hangat-hangat tahi ayam type of person too. i love the hell outta them when they're puppies, but when they grow up, i chuck them aside. i'm in it for the cuteness only. so yes, that is my decision tentatively. i dont want to end up feeling like shit for putting a future pet dog in such an unloving home.
wait... i really want a pug though.