aqua.
the holidays have ended and it's the first day of school. gaaah, maths class was pure torture. i had my eyes glazed over like those krispy kreme suger-glazed doughnuts most of the time as the teacher rambled on, scribbling equations and their solutions on the board. i wasnt bored, i was actually angry because i couldnt get myself to understand what was going on. shrugs oh well...
anyway, i'm finally getting my very own austin mini. MWAHAHAHA. it was beautiful! went with my parents (ronan tagged along) to see the car, all the way at balik pulau. i wasnt very happy at first because i still hadnt finish my maths homework, but it was worth it. on that note, i'd rather go out driving my mini anytime than stay at home with a stack of reference books. urm... lol. my main concern though is my incompetence in driving a manual car. haha
i cant wait for all the paperwork to be finished, then the car will be all miiiine. is beige a boring colour? the body is a very light beige while the top, the roof is black. i wish i could give it a nice shiny, glossy coat of red with themalaysian UK flag painted on top. now that'd be a treat.
i kinda regret choosing form 6. i'm just worried it'd be too hard and i'd get horrible results in my stpm. but then "it's too hard" is not really an excuse. now, if only i could overcome my perpetual laziness. i'm also just sad at the prospect of not having any of my closest friends left in penang with me. most of them have and will be leaving penang to go study elsewhere. chun kit, seumas and beatrice have already went off to singapore, sydney and kl respectively. yi ern said she might be going to kl next year after college here. then there's joel. he's changed his mind and is thinking of dropping outta form 6 to go to college - he just needs his family's support.
sigh. they are the only people i can really talk to. after they've gone, what am i suppose to do? people say, go make new friends. you know i'm not the kind of person who can just strike up a conversation with any stranger. i cant make friends just like that. it's not easy for me. most of the time, i seem arrogant and cold when you first meet me, but i'm not! i'm just shy, you idiots. just give me the benefit of doubt, ok? gosh. by the time i'm all warmed up and ready to socialise, the 'party' would already be over.
why me???
milestone: 200th entry.
anyway, i'm finally getting my very own austin mini. MWAHAHAHA. it was beautiful! went with my parents (ronan tagged along) to see the car, all the way at balik pulau. i wasnt very happy at first because i still hadnt finish my maths homework, but it was worth it. on that note, i'd rather go out driving my mini anytime than stay at home with a stack of reference books. urm... lol. my main concern though is my incompetence in driving a manual car. haha
i cant wait for all the paperwork to be finished, then the car will be all miiiine. is beige a boring colour? the body is a very light beige while the top, the roof is black. i wish i could give it a nice shiny, glossy coat of red with the
i kinda regret choosing form 6. i'm just worried it'd be too hard and i'd get horrible results in my stpm. but then "it's too hard" is not really an excuse. now, if only i could overcome my perpetual laziness. i'm also just sad at the prospect of not having any of my closest friends left in penang with me. most of them have and will be leaving penang to go study elsewhere. chun kit, seumas and beatrice have already went off to singapore, sydney and kl respectively. yi ern said she might be going to kl next year after college here. then there's joel. he's changed his mind and is thinking of dropping outta form 6 to go to college - he just needs his family's support.
sigh. they are the only people i can really talk to. after they've gone, what am i suppose to do? people say, go make new friends. you know i'm not the kind of person who can just strike up a conversation with any stranger. i cant make friends just like that. it's not easy for me. most of the time, i seem arrogant and cold when you first meet me, but i'm not! i'm just shy, you idiots. just give me the benefit of doubt, ok? gosh. by the time i'm all warmed up and ready to socialise, the 'party' would already be over.
why me???
milestone: 200th entry.
16 June 2009 at 19:24
congrats ger! 200th?? wow! haha.. i'm too lazy to write.. i'm kinda afraid i might get caught up so much i forget to go offline.. btw.. can i call you tonight?? LOL! had a bloody awesome time! LOL! top