i think i've hit the jackpot...

...because i'll be working with hayati and anisha on wednesday night.

me, alone? with them? not good.

shite.

well, it wasnt supposed to be like that. in fact, i shouldnt even be working on wednesday! a certain somebody suddenly had something on, so he called to ask me if i could take his shift. i said yes, and then asked who else i would be working with. upon hearing those names, i think i blacked out momentarily because i would have screamed at him to ask someone else. sigh. okay fine, i did not black out, i guess i was so shocked at what i got myself into and was just speechless. then he said thanks and bye. GAWD.

i am not amused. the anxiety's building up and i am NOT amused.

anyway, went for cheng beng today. did the usual, observed the usual, nothing special. then we went to mcdonald's for breakfast. after reaching home, i sprawled myself on the bed and slept like, what, a dead person? i was dead tired after all - watched reruns of the nanny last night and as one tv programme led to another, i only found myself sleeping at 3.30am - having only gotten a mere 2 hours of sleep. when i awoke, or more likely forced awake, i was soaked through and through. damn weather, i do not like rolling around in my own sweat. i showered hurriedly and went for lunch at sushi king with my family. sigh.

i got some 'japan tracing paper', just because it appealled to the eyes and touch. then we went home. THEN i receive a message from beatrice saying she's already at the popular book clearance fair, and i've just gotten home. then i drove to midlands, which drove me crazy because i could not find any cheap parking places. then, when i finally submitted and decided to park in the midlands parking place, which mind you, cost me 3 FREAKIN' RINGGIT, i again annoyed myself because i did not drive close enough to push the button and get the parking ticket.

i did not get any books. mostly because i had no money and some of the books there were really worn; i like my books with crisp, fresh and untouched pages. the only money i spent was on yummy bread from breadhistory and the stupid parking ticket.

i got home at 7 and was just absolutely in love with the sky on the drive back. the cloud formations were just so beautiful. the light that managed to filter through just gave a really apocalyptic effect. lol. incidentally, the maid and ronan were going to walk the dog so i decided to tag along with my camera.

an hour later, as we were going back, i hit the jackpot and, thus, that unleashed the monster.

things that pissed me off even more later on:

dammit.

NOTE: i dont think i was in a bad mood prior to hitting the said jackpot, but i just cant help transferring some of the gloom and doom into my words. so yea, i actually had a fun day before 8pm.




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let's take it from the top.