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Bits and Pieces

Hello. Welllll, there isn't much to know about me. In other words, don't ask. Hey, but if you really want to know, one word: psychopath.. Anyways... I'm just another one of those bloggers out there, blogging about how crappy life is, etc. Pathetic, is it not? Life.

canary. Wednesday, August 26, 2009 |

well, work turned out kinda horrible. i had the notion that office work was not for me when i started to feel nauseous and dizzy just right before the lunch break. that was, what? the 3rd hour in front of the computer, compiling information and putting it into a table? you weakling! 3 hours in front of the computer at home watching funny videos, e.g. of women falling and of scary pranks... did you feel nauseous and dizzy then? egad! but seriously, i didnt enjoy it. i just felt so... so incredibly susah the whole time, and at 3 plus, i even found myself nodding off to wonderland.

tsk.

after work, i rushed home to get ready for dinner. we were having dinner at feringgi grill! a bit too extravagant, is it not? a once-in-a-blue-moon treat, if you will. the girl, /ahem/ i mean, the lady accompanying joel and i was none other than... switching*.

*name changed for the fun of it. BWAHAHA. same pronunciation, just different spelling laaa...

dinner wasnt half-bad. only half-good. why?
  1. switching AKA ms. party pooper (LOL) here had to rush off to catch a movie at 9.50pm.
  2. i started feeling horrible (head-throbbing, heart-racing madness) after a glass of white wine. yes, after just ONE glass.
i thought my alcohol tolerance would have increased by now, after countless times of similar drinking episodes. SIGH. i still turned a horrible beetroot red though, and red dont look good on me. please remind me never to touch alcohol again, even though we all know i wont listen.

reached home at around 11 and i was still suffering. i really really didnt want to shower so i could sleep right away, but the sobre side of me still pushed myself into the bathroom right after a pop of painkillers. when i woke up, i still had that horrible migraine. can you imagine that? so i skipped work and slept til 2pm. hahaha

so here i am, hoping work wont be as torturous tomorrow.

bright green. Monday, August 24, 2009 |

i am so tired today.

i woke up at 6.30am today, just to watch dearest sharapova battle it out in her first tournament final since her comeback... WHICH SHE DIDNT WIN. silly... i guess waking up early was not worth it after all because i was so certain she would have won.

at noon, family and i went over to queensbay. i did nothing there - brothers went rollerblading, which i thought was a humongous waste of precious cash since they only rollerbladed for an hour. idiot freaks! - except gawk at exorbitant book prices. you cannot get a decent book for under rm30 over there. (this is the part where i say i bought 3 books even though the prices were ridiculous.)

......

well, i didnt say anything. so i didnt get anything!
gimme a capital L for Lame.

we went home only at 5. i decided to wash and polish my wondrous mini cooper because i wouldnt have any more free time this week and also since my roadtax sticker would arrive over the next few days. i have to admit, as much as i love my car, i did NOT love cleaning it. here was i did: rinse, lather, rinse, dry, polish, clean the interior, air out the floor mats and hang a little tree-shaped scent thingy over the rearview mirror. i only managed to finish at around 8, and even then it was because i had help from my dad polishing here and there... but i'm sure i took so long because nobody is as OCD-ed as me. i felt a great sense of achievement though. anyway, wooo... cant wait to drive it round, although i wonder if i'll make it to the petrol station because the pointer is well past EMPTY already. oh well!

come on, vogue
let your body move to the music

plum. Friday, August 21, 2009 |

the exams are finally over. i'm sure i will be sorely disappointed with myself when the results are released come 2 september... although right now, i'm just going to enjoy the holidays.

oh wait.

i'll be working the whole week next week. nope, i am NOT going back to coffee bean (that place is hell and hayati is you-know-who). i will be working on an e-catalog for a friend of my mum's. as of now, i dont exactly know what i have to. i have these kata-kata kunci though: pdf files and compiling information... and rm4.50 an hour! that only means one thing.

SHOPPING!!!

mmm... 4.50 x 8 x 5 = rm180. of course, that is just a very rough estimate - never count yer chickens before they hatch. ohwell. maybe i can get a few nice tees. i seem to always run outta t-shirts to wear. i am eye-ing that uber-cool belt from espirit though. yeesh...

i went out with joel last night. i think i made a huge fashion faux pas by having my shirt the same pink/purple hue as my shoes laces. sigh. style evades me sometimes, well, not sometimes... ALL THE TIME. i felt so super self-conscious the whole time. we watched g.i. joe and then had dinner at chilli's. we talked and laughed a lot, esp when he thought we were talking about this girl while i thought we were talking about that girl. let me tell you, when realisation hit, we were staring so so so blankly at each other; the laughing quickly followed.

today, after the exams, a few of my classmates and i were planning to take a path up from moon gate to penang hill, catching, collecting and preserving insects on the way. sounded fun, until raindrops started falling on our heads. we were at mcdonald's when the rain started. we all then swiftly decided to change the venue because in the end, we all knew that we werent exactly in the mood for so much work after three days of horrible tests. so... ta-dah! we were going to queensbay mall to catch us some insects, though catching insects there meant watching a movie and loitering around. harhar... as usual, i dont expect much from animated movies but up was so good. it blew me away. i'd totally recommend it if you arent some cold-blooded, bloodthirsty, merciless serial squirrel killer.

getting there, i was their chauffeur, their insane-OMGSLOWDOWN-speed-demon-for-a-chauffer chauffer, as usual. i always am. i dont really mind though if we're all friends, they just have to pay for the parking ticket and sometimes some things i deem necessary. heehee~

btw, the bug-killing excursion will now be on sunday, if the weather permits.
also really looking forward to the birthday dinner next saturday. :)



all the things she does
make it seem like love
if it's just a game
then i like the way that we play

delft. Monday, August 10, 2009 |

i know i should be studying, BUT i'm not.

i watched moulin rouge! yesterday and i la-la-loved it. it has got to be the most brilliant and most romantic movie ever! how could i have not watched it earlier?! i'm glad that i watched it later than earlier though, as i feel i wouldnt have appreciated and adored the film as much at a younger age. i mean, who knows?

flowers bloom in the background and petals rain down from the sky

yeeesh! it just frustrates me so much that such scenarios are almost impossible these days. and for those whose love is like christian and satine's (let's just hope nobody dies of tuberculosis this time), let me just say, I AM JEALOUS. expressing your utmost love for someone by writing songs for him/her, and then all of a sudden breaking into a song when times are rough, etc etc... oh wow. i can think of nothing, NOTHING more romantic than that. moulin rouge! is of course a musical... nonetheless, still very romantic.

ahhh...

's wonderful.

i pondered a lot about my future in school this morning. the more i thought about it, the more scared and worried i became. watching movies like moulin rouge! just gives me a false perception of reality... i want the kind of stuff always portrayed in the movies - excluding parts where good people die, teehee. my main concern is: i know i will love, i just fear i will not be loved in return. i dont want to end up all alone... no.

sigh
"love is, like oxygen."

and stupid boys like girls. i am the total opposite of being love drunk!
it's a horrid song, btw.



can't fall in love? but a life without love, that-that-that's terrible!

beaver grey. Saturday, August 01, 2009 |

i am sitting here, mouth foaming, teeth clenched and hands in a death grip...

nope, i'm not having a seizure.

... BECAUSE MARIA SHARAPOVA IS LOSING HER TENNIS MATCH AGAINST VENUS WILLIAMS.

6-2, 4-2, 40-30.

OH MY GAAAAAAAWD!
jumps up and down in a frenzy
now it's 6-2, 5-2.

WHY?!

things are only getting worse and worse! first off, i dont get to watch it on tv because eurosports is not showing it. now, NOW, this is happening?!

match point for venus now.
okay okay okay, DEUCE.

egad.

it's over.

i minimise the browser for one second, and then it's over.

i am trying my very best not to smash my head against the wall now.
sometimes, i wonder why i even bother anymore.
maybe i'm just impatient.
anyway, the main point is, there goes my weekend, the weekend that was supposed to be fantastic.

toot toooooot toooot toot
my mouth is a very potty mouth right now.
you all just cant hear it.



this is NOT doing anything to help my cravings.
mumble curse mumble


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for corazon.